5 of my greatest Compliments

I get compliment and thanked for different things. I try to put others before myself. I have a few skills. . . . Music, writing, cooking etc.

These are my greatest compliments I was given. . .

1. You are a gifted and/or awesome writer. You have so much talent and tell a twisted, creative story. Keep writing. Please don’t stop writing. (I try to write as much as I can. I try my best to ignore the others who say I write too much.)

2. Thank you for being an open and/Or honest person. (I believe in honesty, no point in lying. It will catch up with you and cause a mess.)

3. You are an awesome cook. I love (fill in the dish, I make a lot.) I love

4. I look forward to your future blogs, stories, messages or e-mail etc. (This one is my top 5 because it means the person wants to see or read more of me.)

5. Thank you for replying back. (Its simple, but to me it’s just matters. If you took the time to read my profile and message at least I can do is thank you for your time, even if I’m not interested. It helps for closure and for the other to move on. I hate to be hanging, waiting for a reply that would never happen, it’s rude.)

Honorable mention

You sing so well. I love your voice. (I enjoy singing and I’ve had 14 years of vocal training and won many awards. I had ear isdyes some just sing karaoke and myself now.)

Day 15: Outer Image

Day 15: Do you like your personal appearance? If so, why? If not, what are some ways you could view yourself differently?

I’m trying to better myself

My body has always been an up and down issue with me. I’ve always been a larger, curvy girl. My legs are 90% muscle, (cannot be pinched) because of the sports I was in and even now I walk whenever I can. My behind or stomach are my problem areas when they are the last to get slimmer, sigh.

I’m not into dressing up, make up or heel. I’m into comfort: jeans and tee shirts. (It’s hard for me to any skirt, blouse or dress that I like or feel good in. My weight with heels, ah, no, no no.)

As for my face, I’ve always had a youthful, cute face. I love my high cheek bones, bottom of the lake blue eyes, and a nice smile. (I get comments on my eyes.) My hair is fine but greasy , I have dyed it in all colors but green, and I usually gave it in a pony tail. (The back of my neck gets hot fast.) My teeth need extra care, but over I’m not bad.

It just depends on my mood in how I see myself, on a good day I see myself as 7 (minus health issues.) On a bad day . . . a -2.

I am hard on myself, and I am my worst enemy. (I’ve gotten more compliments than insults on my personal ads, and yet the insult seem to sting longer.)

I’m giving him 5 more days and I’m done

I laugh because I know he will still haunt me. (He celebrated his birthdays for weeks, not days.) 

I’m talking about my ex Tom. He was my longest relationship so far. It is hard to get him out of my head . . . he passed away from cancer January 13, 2017.  (Saturday will be his anniversary of his death.) 

So starting today, I’m going to highlight a different thing about him until Saturday and I will write out his funeral the way he would have wanted it. 

(I find it funny that I told myself I was going to give myself until December 31st, 2017 and move on. He and I both know I am trying, but when someone lives you for 8 years of your life, they make an impact. ) 

Stray Cats

We have four stray cats. . . this is driving me crazy. I can hear them crying but our landlord doesn’t want us to feed them .. .its mean.

Its six degrees. I know other people have fed them but they are at our front door. 

I just want to bring them in and cuddle with them. But I cannot the two dollars a month plus food and litter.

My grandma put the love of animals in me, especially cats. She would take in all strays.. . puppies, kitties, people. 

If I ever got a house, I would love to have a kitty santurary.   

What I want right now…

• I want a house (shared with family) with my own space. I don’t need my own per say, but just my own space that I can make my own.  

1. Desk for my working computer with a comfy chair
2. My own recliner with soft sheet set.
3. Place for my writing
4. Bigger kitchen to cook and bake
5. I want a book shelf where I can store my books. Note: buy more books

• I want at least two cats. I want them cuddly and trainable. Yes, I have trained my cats, to beg for treats, follow me, and ask for food.
• I want a place close to city where mom or I can find at least a part time job. 
• I want a place where I can paint. 
• I want a bathroom with a large tub, I can soak in.  
• Internet and cable throughout the house. 
• Good heat and a/c
• Friendly neighbors
• More friends that really get me
• I want my health and sleep to get better
• Honest people (No catfish and canceled dates)

Who I really am.

• ​I am a writer.

I know I have said this before, but I can make a seven course meal, clean the entire house, be on 4 hours of sleep, pay all of the bills, go shopping, and if I do not write something, I feel my day is unproductive. 

I know a good meal, nice, and a clean place, feels good, but without writing, I just do not feel accomplished anything at all. (Http://rebekahquinne.wordpress.com)

• I am a foodie.

I love food. (Yes, I am a bigger lady, and I am watching my weight for health. However I will not deny a new or fun food experience. )

 I enjoy making food, cooking, baking, and going out. (When I got out, I usually try to order something, I usually I will not make at home.)

• I am always learning.

I’m always researching for my writing. I’ve learned from life experience as well. 

I enjoy reading and finding out more about all kinds of things.

• I am a bear. (Or a bulldog whatever is cuter.)

I am a very determined person. The loyal person. The type of person who would do whatever I had to.

 I may be sweet or cranky doing it, it depends on how people treat me. 

Being on best behavior

When first dating, I was always told you in need to bring your best foot forward and be on your best behavior. 

1. No burping on purpose. (Mouth closed and always say “Excuse me.”)
2. I have to hold my farts. (It really hurts to hold it back. It makes the stomach upset. I try to get to the bathroom to release gas, but the whole damn thing is embarrassing.)
3. No garlic or onion breath. (Always have gum or mints or candy )
4. Don’t eat out of plate in yesterdays clothes with mismatched socks. (You know you have done it or a variation . Lol)
5. Watch how much you cuss or yell at the tv with bad sports calls. (I was raised with brothers who enjoyed sports.
6. Be polite (9 times out 10, I am polite) 
7. No being moody or b*itchy (it is hard to hold back PMS if they are jerk.)
8. Watch my weirdness and creativity (It can scare off “normal” people.) 
9. Need to shave all of the right spots. (It feels nice, but is a lot of work.)
10. Dress up. (I know that guys want me to dress up, but it is not me. Unless you have a extremely nice place to take me, then there is no point in me dressing up.)

I am not sure if there is a guy worth all of this energy. I mean most of my best behavior isn’t really me. 

I am honest and can be a rough on the edges, but I am best damn loyal girlfriend you’ll ever have. 

My Favorite Celebrities

My Current Favorite Male Celebrities

 

1. Jamie Dornan                                                             (Actor/Model)
2. Marcel Vigneron                (TV Chef)
3. James O’Halloran                (price is right model)
4. Gabriel Mann                (director, actor)
5. Jonathan Brandis (director, actor, writer, RIP)
6. Taylor Hanson (Musician, actor)
7. Zak Bagans (Ghost Adventures host)
8. Robin Williams (Actor, comedian, RIP)
9. Nicolas Cage (Actor, producer)
10. Kevin Love (Basketball player)

 

Honorable Mentions

11. Jensen Ackles (Actor, director, musician)
12. Jared Palacki (Actor)
13. Ryan Gosling (Actor, musician)
14. Neil Patrick Harris (Actor, musician)
15. Paul Walker (Actor, RIP)
16. Health Ledger (Actor, RIP)
17. Jeese Spencer (actor)
18. Nev Schulman (Catfish host)
19. Wayne Brandy (Host, actor, musician)
20. The Rock (WWE wrestler, actor)
21. Michael Simon (host,   American Iron chef)
22. Hugh Laurie (Actor, musician)
23. Jack Black (Actor, musician)
24. Stephen King (Author, actor)
25. Tom Hanks (producer, actor)

Just because they are not on this list, there are a many male celebrities I would star struck with if I met them.

 

My Current favorite Female celebrities.

 

I am more drawn to men, so that is why this list is shorter. Hollywood makes women seek so picky, b*tchy and fake to me. The ones that make the list seem very real to me.

1. Kat Dennings (Actress)
2. Alex Guarnaschelli (Host, American Iron Chef)
3. Anne Rice (Author)
4. Kate Winslet (Actress)
5. Rachel Ray (Host, chef)
6. L. James (Author)
7. Emma Stone (Actress, Musician)
8. Kari Byron (Sciencist, Co Host Myth Busters)
9. Katy Perry (Musicians)
10. Emily VanCamp (Actress)

 

Honorable mentions

11. Cat Cora (American Iron Chef)
12. Kirsten Dunst (Model/Actress)
13. Taylor Swift (Musician)
14. Carla (Host, chef)
15. Shannon Woodard (Actress)
16. Angelina Jolie (Actress, producer)

What I want. . . In texting. . .

I want my submissive boyfriend cuddly, obedient, and semi-clingy. 
I want to hear from them several times throughout the day.
I’m not a morning person BUT I love morning messages. . .
Like. . .
“I woke up this morning and thought of you. . .”
“I had a wild dream of you. ”
“Wish you were talking a shower with me ”

OR day time messages. . .
“Just got out of work. . . Thing of you.”
“Wish you were here”
“Hugs and/or kisses”

I sleep better with night messages
“Wish you were here to cuddle with me”
“Wanted to wish you a good night”
“Miss you honey”

It’s obedience to keep constant with the texting, but I want them to mean it. (I’m not into guys  who don’t communicate.)

I want a guy who thinks of me and excited to be with me. I know that guys can be interested in more that just naughty things because I’ve had a few who were interested in me for me. Time and distance pulled us apart. Sigh.

What I would like right now (2:45pm)

I would love to cuddling on the couch with my guy. We’re watching netflix.  He kisses my cheek and neck while whispering sweet things . . . 

• “You are the prettiest woman I know. “
• “You are so soft.”
• ” Do you know how much you mean to me?”
• “We can get through anything together”