Tom had many hobbies one of them that he was really good at was photography. These are a few of my favorite pics.
I even used one for my books.
My birthday went better than I thought. We had a nice dinner and a really nice shopping spree. I truly wasn’t expecting it. . .
I got. . .
I really did make out. I appreciate everything John did. He made me brownies and got me rocky road ice cream. I had a really good birthday and weekend.
My birthday is Wednesday and I know it sounds like a bad lifetime movie, but after the year I had, I wanted a boyfriend for my birthday.
However I met a guy just before Halloween, and it was nice and exciting at first. . .
But then I realize he was not the same guy. . . It was like he split personality. . . Fun Tigger, which as time went on I rarely saw and wanted to complaining Eeyore. I have my own issues of depression, anxiety, and pstd which I’ve been holding back because I been trying to help him, but whatever I say rarely matters, because once he stops complaining over one thing, he’ll easily find another.
We agreed to just be friends. I have this feeling his next thing he’ll complain on is my birthday. He was the one who promised me to take me and such. . . I never asked for it.
I’m just not looking forward to my birthday and it sucks.
I mean a nice dinner but with a complaining Eeyore, SIGH.
Note: I’ve tried to keep coffee stopped by 6pm and soda by 10pm.
Dec 1 2am to 8:15 9:20 to 10:35 choppy and feels exhausted
Dec 2 4am to 12:15pm still exhausted. Choked a few times
Dec 3 1:30am to 6:15 and 6:45 to 8:15 and 9 to 12 very choppy and foggy, headache, and crampy
Dec 4 12:15 to 8:05am and 9:15 to 12:35 exhausted, hard to get up
Dec 5 2:30 to 8:15 and 9:15 to 11:15 bad dream, tossed and turn alot
Dec 6 1:35 to 8:35 and 9:15 to 11 and 11:35 to 1. Foggy, exhausted
Dec 7 1:45 to 10:55 and 11to 1 and 4:45 to 715 could not stay awake
Dec 8 3am to 11:30 very choppy sleep
Dec 9 2:45 to 1:15 not super tired but foggy
The more I sleep through the night, the better I am.
I know I have said this before, but I can make a seven course meal, clean the entire house, be on 4 hours of sleep, pay all of the bills, go shopping, and if I do not write something, I feel my day is unproductive.
I know a good meal, nice, and a clean place, feels good, but without writing, I just do not feel accomplished anything at all. (Http://rebekahquinne.wordpress.com)
I love food. (Yes, I am a bigger lady, and I am watching my weight for health. However I will not deny a new or fun food experience. )
I enjoy making food, cooking, baking, and going out. (When I got out, I usually try to order something, I usually I will not make at home.)
I’m always researching for my writing. I’ve learned from life experience as well.
I enjoy reading and finding out more about all kinds of things.
I am a very determined person. The loyal person. The type of person who would do whatever I had to.
I may be sweet or cranky doing it, it depends on how people treat me.
I am unbalanced. (Okay, you can stop laughing now.)
However learned a few things (Not even in school. . . Lol.)
I have learned.
I need to stop over analyzing and just enjoy the moment.