5 of my greatest Compliments

I get compliment and thanked for different things. I try to put others before myself. I have a few skills. . . . Music, writing, cooking etc.

These are my greatest compliments I was given. . .

1. You are a gifted and/or awesome writer. You have so much talent and tell a twisted, creative story. Keep writing. Please don’t stop writing. (I try to write as much as I can. I try my best to ignore the others who say I write too much.)

2. Thank you for being an open and/Or honest person. (I believe in honesty, no point in lying. It will catch up with you and cause a mess.)

3. You are an awesome cook. I love (fill in the dish, I make a lot.) I love

4. I look forward to your future blogs, stories, messages or e-mail etc. (This one is my top 5 because it means the person wants to see or read more of me.)

5. Thank you for replying back. (Its simple, but to me it’s just matters. If you took the time to read my profile and message at least I can do is thank you for your time, even if I’m not interested. It helps for closure and for the other to move on. I hate to be hanging, waiting for a reply that would never happen, it’s rude.)

Honorable mention

You sing so well. I love your voice. (I enjoy singing and I’ve had 14 years of vocal training and won many awards. I had ear isdyes some just sing karaoke and myself now.)

Furbabies

Growing up, my sibling and I were raised that our pets, were not just animals but they were a part of the family. They were family members. We always had at least a cat or dog. . . Sometimes we have rabbits or hamsters too. However most cats and dome dogs were furry babies, I can depend on to talk ur snuggle. The animals do listen and communicate back.

I was snuggling with a cat at age of 6 months, my parents have pictures if me in my baby photo album cuddling with my first cat, Spooky, she was a black Siamese. She got wild: she would hiss and scratch, and they took her to a farm. (My grandpa actually did, the same farm, he got his watermelons, he sold at his fruit stand.)

My first dog was a corgi named hopeless. She died when she got hit by a car . . . I was 7, my parents took it hard.

Mama was my second cat a miniature torishell, she had Orange, an orange tiger, who can open doors. She also had Joey (a grey tiger) and Roshell (torishell) who cuddled with each other.

Our second dog was a Keeshond, Bear, a grey fuzzy winter dog, hair everywhere. . . Who knocked down the Christmas tree the first day home as a puppy. It was sad to see him go. We had him 15 years, easy.

My dad go more corgis, were had four in the last ten years. One of the claimed my youngest brother. Ten years later, he had to put her down. It was hard, but it made him tough.

I had one of my favorite Mona a miniature caico, who loved my brother’s cat Dirty Dog, an orange tiger. (My brother has claimed all orange cats.) He was originally Sir Doughnut after eating an entire doughnut bigger than he was after eating weed when he was a kitten. Dirty would talk to me and would argue with Mona. my mom would feed Dirty, but he would burping my brother’s face.

I loved the other cats I had Sybelle who thought she was better than all, and Armand who was brother to Mona. Armand ran away.

I had MoMo for almost a year, but she by herself had anxiety whenever I would leave to do errands. So I sent her to a family that had other cats, because she needed to know that she was not alone.

My current cat that I miss is elmo. I helped heal him with an eye infection.

I am currently in a living situation in which I cannot have a cat. They help my anxiety, and I can cuddle with them.

We have a stray, I also call Mama. We got someone to take her kittens, but they said she was too wild, but I’m not supposed to feed her. It kills me.

I don’t want kids. https://beckyms1213blog.wordpress.com/2018/09/11/anti-kid-zone/

However I do want a few fur babies. I hope to find a guy who love cats and some dogs like I do. Someone who will help take care of them and let them sleep with us in bed.

I hope to get out of my live-in situation soon, so I can have my cats again.
They help me with my anxiety and depression. They are not just my fur babies, but my friends. They are the third thing that makes me happy. . . (1. Writing, 2. Good food, 3. Cats)

Opened eyes

My emotions feel like I have been in the crappiest amusement park . . .

My depression had me stuck on a rollercoaster that just kept dipping lower and lower and for a while wouldn’t let me off the damn ride.

Once I get off, I just get on a ride having me go in circles.

I finally get to the back of park, to get on another rollercoaster which gets stuck on the top and doesn’t go down. Angry, I had to get off and walk down the stairs.

However I realize by the time, I get down, I wasn’t angry anymore but just relived.

Then by the time, I got some ice cream, a corn dog and soda. . . And won a few stuffed animals. . . I belted out of the park.

This was a metaphor. . .

I was in a bad place, but I have been writing a release book, Making myself face all of the thoughts and emotions in my head.

I’ve learned a few things. . .

  • There are a few things that make me happy.
  • There are people that support me.
  • This situation isn’t as bad as I have it in my head.
  • Hope is a very good thing.
  • Coffee is liquid hope.
  • Creative cooking is fun.
  • I am responsible for me and my life.
  • Helping is ok to expect nothing in return.
  • I’m not selfish for fixing and advancing myself.
  • Bad things happen, but we pick ourselves up and move on.
  • I need to let go and move on.
  • I love to write.

Music

My love of music is a blessing and a curse. . . It depends on the song and my mood.

I can either take on the world or cry hiding in a hole. . . Depending on how the song pushed my emotions. It could make me laugh or haunt me with a bitter memory of my past.

Music is always something I go to no matter emotion I feel. It is expressive for me and I can make a play list for anytime in my life. Sometime a song just says the words, that I cannot get out of my head.

I was originally a music major in college. I found out that I had inner ear problem on my right ear and it made it hard to play one thing and sing another. I changed my major because of my ear, so music is a bittersweet thing for me.

My Favorite Celebrities

My Current Favorite Male Celebrities

 

  1. Jamie Dornan                                                             (Actor/Model)
  2. Marcel Vigneron                (TV Chef)
  3. James O’Halloran                (price is right model)
  4. Gabriel Mann                (director, actor)
  5. Jonathan Brandis (director, actor, writer, RIP)
  6. Taylor Hanson (Musician, actor)
  7. Zak Bagans (Ghost Adventures host)
  8. Robin Williams (Actor, comedian, RIP)
  9. Nicolas Cage (Actor, producer)
  10. Kevin Love (Basketball player)

 

Honorable Mentions

  1. Jensen Ackles (Actor, director, musician)
  2. Jared Palacki (Actor)
  3. Ryan Gosling (Actor, musician)
  4. Neil Patrick Harris (Actor, musician)
  5. Paul Walker (Actor, RIP)
  6. Health Ledger (Actor, RIP)
  7. Jeese Spencer (actor)
  8. Nev Schulman (Catfish host)
  9. Wayne Brandy (Host, actor, musician)
  10. The Rock (WWE wrestler, actor)
  11. Michael Simon (host,   American Iron chef)
  12. Hugh Laurie (Actor, musician)
  13. Jack Black (Actor, musician)
  14. Stephen King (Author, actor)
  15. Tom Hanks (producer, actor)

Just because they are not on this list, there are a many male celebrities I would star struck with if I met them.

 

My Current favorite Female celebrities.

 

I am more drawn to men, so that is why this list is shorter. Hollywood makes women seek so picky, b*tchy and fake to me. The ones that make the list seem very real to me.

  1. Kat Dennings (Actress)
  2. Alex Guarnaschelli (Host, American Iron Chef)
  3. Anne Rice (Author)
  4. Kate Winslet (Actress)
  5. Rachel Ray (Host, chef)
  6. L. James (Author)
  7. Emma Stone (Actress, Musician)
  8. Kari Byron (Sciencist, Co Host Myth Busters)
  9. Katy Perry (Musicians)
  10. Emily VanCamp (Actress)

 

Honorable mentions

  1. Cat Cora (American Iron Chef)
  2. Kirsten Dunst (Model/Actress)
  3. Taylor Swift (Musician)
  4. Carla (Host, chef)
  5. Shannon Woodard (Actress)
  6. Angelina Jolie (Actress, producer)

My Top Favorite Movies and Shows

My All-time favorite movies

(If I had only to choose ten movies to watch over and over again. . .)

  1. Forest Gump (Drama)
  2. Interview with a Vampire (Horror)
  3. Beetlejuice (Comedy)
  4. The Notebook (Chick flick)
  5. The Fight Club (action, guy movie)
  6. Shriek if you know what I did last Friday the 13th (Comedy)
  7. The Crow (Horror)
  8. Sixth Sense (Horror)
  9. Dead Pool (Action)
  10. Star Wars Episode 3 (SciFi and Action)

 

Honorable mentions

  1. Titanic (Chick Flick, Drama)
  2. Repo! The Genetic Opera (Horror, Musical)
  3. Up (Animated)
  4. Shrek (Animated)
  5. Gone in 60 Second (Older version) (Action)
  6. Little Mermaid (Animated)
  7. Avenger movies (Action)
  8. Ironman movies (Action)
  9. Central intelligence (Comedy)
  10. Money Pit (Comedy)
  11. Bucket List (Drama)
  12. Transylvania(animated) (animated)
  13. Fast and the Furious movies (action)
  14. Wall-E (animated)
  15. Butterfly Effect/Donnie Darko (Suspense)

 

Current favorite TV Shows

 

  1. Big Bang Theory                                              (Sitcom)
  2. Guy’s Grocery Games (Cooking)
  3. Catfish (Reality)
  4. 2 Broke Girls (Sitcom)
  5. The Middle (Sitcom)
  6. Girl Meets World (Sitcom)
  7. Rising Hope (Sitcom)
  8. Criminal Minds (Drama)
  9. The Simpsons (animated)
  10. Chopped                                                                                                          (Cooking)

 

Honorable Mentions

  1. American Horror Story (Suspense)
  2. Myth Busters (reality)
  3. Ghost Adventures (Suspense)
  4. Dharma and Greg (Sitcom)
  5. 1000 Ways to die (Suspense)
  6. Supernatural (Seasons 1-8) (Suspense)
  7. Smallville (Drama)
  8. Family Guy (Animated)
  9. Haven (Suspense)
  10. The Chew (Cooking)
  11. Angie Tribecca                                                                                                           (Sitcom)
  12. 3 Strooges (Black and White) (Sitcom)
  13. Haunted or My Haunted House (Suspense)
  14. Two and half men (Sitcom)
  15. Cooks VS Cons or Beat Bobby Flay (Cooking)

Couch Potato

TV shows I used to watch

  • Wonder years
  • Boy Meets World
  • Doughy Hoosier 
  • Married with Children
  • House M.D.
  • E.R.
  • Twilight Zone
  • Haven

Cartoons

  • Duck Tales
  • Chip and Dale Rescue Rangers
  • Beetlejuice 
  • Tom and Jerry 
  • Animaniacs 
  • Looney Toons
  • The Simpsons 
  • Family Guy
  • Rick and Morty 

Shows I currently watch (food shows mostly)

  • Catfish
  • I zombie 
  • The Middle
  • Girl Meets World
  • Top Chef
  • Chopped
  • The Fall
  • Guy’s Grocery Games
  • CSI (all)
  • Criminal Minds (stop taking my favorite characters away for petty reasons.)
  • Angie Tribeca 
  • The Chew
  • Cooks vs Cons
  • Iron Chef
  • Ninja Warrior
  • Young and Hungry