19 Unknown things about me

19 random FACTS about yourself that may surprise people.
1. Do you make your bed everyday? No

2. What’s your favorite​ number? 13

3. What is your dream job? I’m trying to do it, haven’t gotten paid yet. 

4. If you could, would you go back to school? Maybe

5. Can you parallel park? I can operate a car, but I get freaked out with other cars on the road. 

6. A job you had which people would be shocked that you once held? I got paid to keep quiet once, I gave them a refund. Lol

7. Do you think aliens are real? They may be, I have no personal evidence 

8. Can you drive a stick shift? Kind of 

9. Guilty pleasure? Chocolate, flavored coffee, bubble baths, and soda

10. Tattoos? Not yet, considering

11. Favorite color? Purple, black, silver, and crimson.

12. Things people do that drive you insane? Dressing up pets

13. Phobia/fear? Pregnancy, getting in a car accident, and ending up homeless

14. Favorite childhood game? Life

16. Do you like doing puzzles? Yes like tetris 

17. Favorite Music? Rock and pop

18. Tea or Coffee? Coffee

19. First thing you remember you wanted to be when you grew up? Singer


40 things about me

​40 interesting things about me.

1. Do you like blue cheese? No

2. Coke or Pepsi? Pepsi

3. Do you own a gun? No

4. What flavor Kool-aid? Fruit punch

5. What do you think of hot dogs? Best on grill

6. Favorite TV show? Big bang theory, Dharma and Greg, 2 broke girls, and criminal minds

7. Favorite movie? Forest Gump, interview with a vampire, beetljuice

8. What do you drink in the morning? Coffee 

9. Can you do a push up? If I have to. 

10. Favorite piece of of jewelry? I don’t wear any. 

11. Do you have a hobby? Writing and cooking

12. Do you have A.D.D. ? No

13. Do you wear glasses? Yes –

14. Favorite cartoon character? Tom and Jerry, tigger

15. Three things I did yesterday? Chatted, wrote a scene in my novel, and cooked. 

16. Three drinks you drink regularly? Coffee, Pepsi, hot tea

17. Current worries? That I am never going to find someone I have a true connection with 

18. Current dislikes? stupid people, lairs, and cat/dog haters

19. Favorite place to go? I currently don’t have a real place, but I love the secret place in my head. 

20. How did you bring in the new year? In the hospital supporting my dying ex

21. Where would you like to go? England, Scotland, Ireland, France, Italy, and Solvika

22. Name five people who will do this? I have no idea. 

23. Childhood hero? Anne Rice

24. Favorite color? Purple, black, silver, and crimson

25. Do you like sleeping on satin sheets ? I like the idea

26. Can you whistle? Yes

27. Where are you now? home 

28. Would you be a pirate? No

29. Favorite food? Italian

30. Favorite time of the day? Night

31. 3 wishes? Enough money, I will never worry over bills, completely furnished house, and success with my writing

32. What are you thinking right now? I should get some sleep. 

33. Last thing that made you laugh? Someone trying to hit on me

34. Favorite animal? Cats 

35. What’s your most current injury? Cat scratch from kitten I rescued. 

36. How many tv’s are in your house? 2

37. Worst pain ever? Migraine and my cramps

38. Do you like to dance? Only when no one is looking

39. Are your parents still alive? Yes

40. Do you love life? Pieces and moments

New Facebook Survey

Do you:
Have a crush: Yes
Have a bestfriend: A few really good friends
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend: Yes
What’s your boyfriend/girlfriend name: River
Want a boyfriend/girlfriend: I have one
Want a new bestfriend: I like to have some more friends

Do you prefer:
Cats or dogs: Cats
Purple or blue: Purple
Choc or vanilla: Chocolate
Books or movies: Both
Being asleep or awake: I wish I didn’t have to sleep

Have you:
Snuck out: No
Been Suspended: no
Felt lonely: yes
Cried your self to sleep: yes
Gone to sleep with your clothes on: yes
Littered: I try not to

Whats your:
Fav TV shows: Big Bang or Chopped
Fav book: Currently Anne Rice Vampire Chronicles
Fav subjects: Music, and English
Fav food: Currently sushi, pizza, soups, and lasagna

Would you:
Cheat: No. I am extremely loyal to a fault
Kill an animal: I prefer to go to the store for my meat. I don’t think I could kill an animal other than a spider.
Sneak out: a moment to myself.
Break into a shop: No

Are you:
Scared to lose someone: yes
Scared of the clowns: do not like them (thank you Stephen King)
Scared of dying: Not much anymore
Scared of heights: yes
Scared of Spiders: I do not like them

Do you think:
People talk about you behind your back: Yes
Someone loves you (not including family): Yes
Someone hates you: I have my enemies
Someone secretly wants to date you: Maybe

Random Survey

Are you:
•single: Kind of. . . it’s comlicated and long distance
•scared of the dark: sometimes
•scared of heights: Yes
•scared of drowning: Yes
•scared of losing someone: Yes

Do you think:
•people talk about you behind your back:  Sometimes
•someone loves you (not including family):  Yes, it’s complicated
•someone hates you: yes
•felt lonely: YES
•cried your self to sleep: YES
•snuck out: No
•gone to sleep with your clothes on: Yes
•littered: …I try not to

Do you:
.like anyone: yes
•want a boyfriend/girlfriend: Yes, boyfriend
•have Ebola Hell No.
•like your life: For the most part
•wish you could change something from the past: A few
•have a bestfriend: Kind of
•want a new best friend: Sure
•like mustard: Yes
•have a phone: Yes, limited minutes

How many:
•siblings you got: 3 blood related, 4 pulled into the family
•tooth brushes you got: 2
•phone cases you got: 0, no cases
•fillings have you had: 5

Enneagram: It’s a Tie

Enneagram Test: What Personality Type Are You?



  1. The Boss   92%
  2. The Giver    92%
  3. The Idealist  88%
  4. The Loyalist   88%
  5. The Mediator  84%
  6. The Observer  76%
  7. The Perfectionist  68%
  8. The Performer   68%
  9. The Tragic Romantic   88%


Enneagram Test: What Personality Type Are You?





Type 2: The Giver


Ego Fixation: Flattery and Manipulation

Holy Idea: Will, Freedom

Basic Fear: Being unloved

Motivations: Wanting to be loved, wanting to express their feelings for others, needing to be appreciated and valued, wanting to prove themselves

Virtue to Learn: Humility


The basis of The Giver type personality arises from a distortion of the Holy Ideas of Will and Freedom. Holy Freedom is the idea that all acts by a human are not separate from the totality, or “Will,” of the cosmos. From an absolute perspective, it is impossible to act in any way that is not part of the will of existence.


When this understanding is lost or distorted, it results in a personality type that anxiously believes itself to be separate from existence. Therefore, The Giver tends to habitually seek the approval of others, and sometimes may even resort to manipulation or flattery to gain approval. This people pleasing defense mechanism was learned early on in life as a result of the belief that when others are happy, safety ensues.


On the other hand, Giver’s are empathetic, sincere, and warm-hearted people. They are friendly, generous, and self-sacrificing, but can also be sentimental, flattering, and people-pleasing.


The Giver typically has problems with possessiveness and with acknowledging their own needs before others.


Examples: Eleanor Roosevelt, Nancy Reagan, Stevie Wonder, Elizabeth Taylor, Martin Sheen, Timothy Treadwell (Grizzly Man).



Type 8: The Boss (or Challenger)


Ego Fixation: Vengeance (objectification)

Holy Idea: Truth

Basic Fear: Being harmed or controlled by others

Motivations: Wanting to be self-reliant, desiring to prove their strength and resist weakness, wanting to be important, needing to dominate and to “stay in control” of life

Virtue To Learn: Innocence


The Holy Idea of “Truth” is the understanding that All is One: the entire universe, with all of its levels and dimensions, is an expression of the One no matter how fragmented the subjective mind perceives it.


When this fundamental understanding is obscured or lost, it can result in a personality type that sees reality in a very dualistic way (justice/injustice, strong/weak, good/bad etc.) and sees itself as essentially “bad” or “guilty.” To numb the pain of this core wound, The Boss overcompensates by controlling others or by dominating situations so that they don’t feel vulnerable.


‘Active Bosses’ tend towards intensity and rigidity, being disciplinarians given to conflict and aggression, and protectiveness towards the weak. ‘Passive Bosses,’ on the other hand, incline toward hedonism and indulge in excess. The Boss’ behavior comes as a result of growing up in an environment where weakness (showing vulnerability) is frowned upon. Thus, The Boss learns that success lies in controlling others, not in being controlled by them.


On the other hand, The Boss tends to be fair, confident, and self-reliant.


Examples: Winston Churchill, Indira Gandhi, Ernest Hemingway, Jack Nicholson, Fidel Castro, Pink, Barbara Walters, Pablo Picasso.



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Check out Loner Wolf, they have a lot of awesome articles and quizzes.


Random stuff about me

Twenty-six things about me…

A- Age: 33

B- Biggest fear: being lone and not finishing my written projects

C- Current time: 1:04 am

D- Drink you last had: Yay coffee

E- Every day starts with: Coffee

F- Favorite song: Currently the soundtrack to Pitch Perfect

G- Ghosts, are they real?: Yes, I have sensed them.

H- Hometown: North Ridgeville, Ohio

I- In love with: Yes, there is someone new.

J- Jealous of: I try not to be .

K- Killed someone? Only within my writing, I mean I write vampires

L- Last time you cried? Maybe a week ago . . . stress

M- Middle name: Marie

N- Number of siblings: 3 brothers blood related and 3 brothers that got pulled into the family

O- One wish: To travel on book and lecture tour and all of my vampire books number 1 seller

P- Person you last called: Dad

Q- Question you’re always asked: Why?

R- Reason to smile: Chocolate, writing again, new guy in my life

S- Song last sang: Desperado by the eagles

T- Time you woke up: 08:00

U- Underwear color: Pink

V- Vacation destination: Europe

W- Worst habit: Putting things off

X- X-Rays you’ve had: Most of my left side, arm, ankle, foot, chest etc

Y- Your favorite food: Steak or fried chicken

Z- Zodiac sign: Sagittarius

Night of Living Links. . .

More links to blogs of me. . .

A little more about me. . .








My Addictions With pictures





Health issues including Anxiety and Depression





Drama and distraction (I guess, to be honest, they are one in the same with me.)




My Heaven



My Hell










Who am I?

Name: Becky M. S. (Rebekah)
Age/DOB: 32 12/13
Height: 5ft
Eye color: Bottom of the lake blue
Physical appearance: Curvy, larger chest, small, wide feet, glasses, shoulder length dark blonde hair
Strange or unique physical attributes: I’m short
Favorite clothing style/outfit: I dress comfort, tee shirts and jeans or tight pants, black
Where does he or she live? What is it like there? I live in Lorain with my dad, stepmom, two brothers and my brother’s girlfriend, I visit my mom, friends, uncle and another brother often
Defining gestures/movements (i.e., curling his or her lip when he or she speaks, always keeping his or her eyes on the ground, etc.): Nail bitter when bored or nervous, blushes easily
Things about his or her appearance he or she would most like to change: Weight and health issues
Speaking style (fast, talkative, monotone, etc.): Talks fast and constantly
Pet peeves: Fakes, cheaters, and liars
Fondest memory: Writing, cooking, baking. . . cookies and cakes
Hobbies/interests: Writing, Blogging, Publishing, Cooking, Baking, Card and Board games, Movies, Music, You Tube, Traveling, Cats, Dinner Parties, BBQ’s, Walking, Reading, and Chatting.
Special skills/abilities: Music, piano, vocal,
Insecurities: I worry over everything and I always think the worst.
Quirks/eccentricities: I ask a lot of questions, I have to be in control, and I have mood swings.
Temperament (easygoing, easily angered, etc.): easily angered. Exited, hopeful, helpful, always putting others over myself
Negative traits: looks herself too hard, anxious, bitchy, and controlling.
Things that upset him or her: Liars, illness, things I cannot control, being yelled at, being called a liar, messing with my family, seeing dumb people with kids, abused animals
Things that embarrass him or her: compliments, dancing.
This character is highly opinionated about: kids, cats, vampires, ghosts, cooking, writing, politics, church.
Any phobias? Spiders, death, car accident, cancer, losing a family member
Things that make him or her happy: I have things done, I have time for myself, I cooking or baking, I am with cats, I am with family, I am singing, and I am writing.
Family (describe): Hmm. . . They have changed: Dad: tries to go with the flow, but wants things his way; Mom: tries to be cool, but always seems to know when something is up and worries; Stepmom: Very generous, but do NOT cross her. Brother 1: Just is trying to find love and happiness in the wrong places, Brother 2: Needs to know how to go with the flow, very smart and easily flustered; Brother 3: Likes to put a lot on his plate, needs to treat everything like the things he like.
Deepest, darkest secret: I was 22 and raped by a 16 year old.
Reason he or she kept this secret for so long: I am ashamed. I am also afraid that my family will go after him. I just hope karma serves him justice.
Other people’s opinions of this character (What do people like about this character? What do they dislike about this character?): She is helpful, entertaining, reacts to their scares. . . she giggles and is a jumper.
Favorite bands/songs/type of music: Hanson, Imagine Dragons, 70-90’s Pop, Alternative, Motown, Classic Rock, Some classical
Favorite movies: Forest Gump, Wonder Boy, Where the Heart Is, The Breakfast Club, Repo, The Gentic Opera, and Interview with a Vampire
Favorite TV shows: Girl Meets World, Big Bang Theory, Young and Hungry, Dexter, True Blood
Favorite books: Vampire Chronicles by Anne Rice, Short stories by Stephen King
Favorite foods: Lasagna, pasta, Fried chicken, Big Mac’s, cheesecake, chocolate, french toast
Favorite sports/sports teams: Browns, Saints, 49ers and the Cowboys
Political views: In the middle
Religion/philosophy of life: Treat others the way you want to be treated, what goes around comes around, and think positive
Physical health: Off and on
Dream vacation: Disney World Cruise
Description of his or her house: Ranch with a basement, mixture of wood and carpet floors, lots of picture, feels connected
Description of his or her bedroom: fan, bins, desk, semi-hard, low bed, lots of blankets, three pillows
Any pets? Yes 5 cats: Callie, Simba. Nala, Marsia, and Elmo; one dog Spike
Best thing that has ever happened to this character: I broke up with my ex
Worst thing that has ever happened to this character: I am easily taken advantage of and cheated on more than once. I was also abused physically and mentally.
Superstitions: I think 13 is lucky but broken mirrors are not.
Three words to describe this character: helpful, trusting, and honest
If a song played every time this character walked into the room, what song would it be? Me, Myself and I by Hanson or Don’t let me Get me by Pink



I am . . . a sister, a daughter, a friend, a storyteller, a writer, a dreamer, a planner, a worrier, a smart-ass, a people pleaser, a cat lover, a hopeful girl, a honest human, tired, talented, musical, likable, helpful, blunt, harsh, straightforward, a fighter, an editor, a lover, and most of all just me.

The main thing about me is . . . I want everyone to be happy. I want the world to work together. I want to be positive and be around positive people.

I always . . . worry and jump the worst case scenario. I need to stop.

I feel most like me when . . . I am with cats, family, or  I am writing.

What I like most about a person is . . . the ability to make me laugh.

I will be . . . stronger tomorrow than yesterday.

I get angry when . . . I am dealing with idiots, people who don’t listen or people who cheat and/or lie to me.

I feel happy when . . . I have things done, I have time for myself, I cooking or baking, I am with cats, I am with family, I am singing, and I am writing.

I believe I’m . . . going to do whatever I put my mind to.

One thing I want to accomplish is . . . I want to make money writing my book. I would like to be a famous author.

What I like the most about myself . . . I like that put others before myself, I am helpful, and I try to be positive and determined.

I hate it when . . . I worry and obsession over things I cannot control. I get so obsessed that I do not write or do anything productive. Internet is extremely distracting with my temporary obsessions.

I was . . . stuck in my own anxiety and depression.

I feel least like me when . . . when I am pushing into something I feel wrong about.

If you really knew me . . . you would know I am extremely loyal and devoted as long as you are honest with me. I love to write.

Most of all, I really want . . . I want to have many friends and make money writing.

I was the type of child who . . . always asked questions, and was in my own world with my imaginary friends.

Two things I’d like to change about myself are . . . my weight/figure and my health issues.

I feel my strongest when . . . when I am writing, laughing, or singing.

On a beautiful day, I like to . . . walk on a fall day. I love the colorful leaves.

My favorite past times are . . . Writing, Blogging, Publishing, Cooking, Baking, Card and Board games, Movies, Music, You Tube, D&D with my brothers, shopping, draw, paint, Traveling, Cats, Dinner Parties, BBQ’s, Walking, Reading, and Chatting.

When I feel happy, I like to . . . write, paint, sing, out with friends or family, walk, cook, bake, and draw.

My child within is . . . scared at the world and distrusts most people but my family and friends. She is fed up with having the cake and not eating it too. . . she will not let me settle.